hi! thank you!

no i have never been to japan. but i want to!!!
I think that japanese girls have interesting style and i find them to be very inspiring. 
Since i have never been there Idk if its better or worse compared to the country I live in . I know some people who found it a bit depressing coming home to north america  from japan. as for capitalism it is everywhere and more and more people are disagreeing with it, there are probably movements in japan also even though tradition seem to be very strong still. 
suicide rates are pretty high in my country too i live in montreal,quebec,canada. i had issues with that too its hard to get past that sometime … so i can relate to wanting to be pretty and loved and be well dressed and being very sad and tortured inside while feeling the pressure to always present a sweet attitude and to smile. idk some days are better than others… i cant think of a country where it is not hard to live in .. but i want to travel and maybe evetually move to another place in the world i just dont know where… somewhee warm defenetly … its important to keep a free mind wherever life takes us.